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Group Program Calendar 2017
Birthing Yourself Into Being Calendar
Thursdays @ 7PM EDT
April 13th, 20th
May 4th, 11th, 18th
June 1st, 15th, 22nd,
July 6th, 13th, 20th
August 3rd, 10th, 17th
Sept 7th, 14th, 21st
October 5th, 12th, 19th
November 2nd, 9th, 16th
Dec 7th, 14th, 21st
2018
January 4th, 11th,18th
February 1st, 8th, 15th
March 1st, 8th, ( skip 15th) 22nd ( last week!)


Week #1 – Our Journey Begins ~ April 13th, 2017
- Enter the medicine wheel gather by the sacred fire.
- Teachings and overview of each of the 4 cardinal directions.(South/West/North/East)
- Journaling about what came up as some of your work ahead in each direction.
Inspired actions: - Work on your vision statement for the year; 6 months from now and a year from now.
- Continue to let things rise up and write them down over this week as you tune in to the directions.
- Get a new journal just for our journey around the medicine wheel, if you don’t have one yet.
Week #2 – “Turtle Journey to Heart Center” April 20th, 2017
Heart Center Within
Gather by sacred fire in medicine wheel.
- Turtle Heart Breathing
- Self acceptance and presence.
- Journey with turtle into your heart center.
Ask what keeps you from being open and trusting? Do you resist and fear being that wide open? If so,why?
Inspired action: Notice how you are in your heart space throughout your day and life. Just notice, accept.
Simply “be with” what arises, and just “is”. Keep working on a powerful vision statement to bring to your 1st session with me.
Week #3 – Journey Into the South May 4th, 2017
Entering the South on the Medicine Wheel (color red, element water)
- Clearing our energy fields and streaming love and light to body through hands.
- Gather by sacred fire in ancient circle of stones.
- Teachings on porcupine medicine, playfulness, vulnerability and protection.
- Overview of the south the place of heart, trust, commitment, vulnerability, surrender, inner children, magical ways, ancestors, and more. Ask what keeps you from being open and trusting?
- Journey to south landscape with deer to meet and invite younger part/s of your self.
- Ask about trust and commitment. Did any young parts of you show up, come back with you?
Inspired actions:
Journal with any ages of you that you may have seen on the journey. Let them speak. Write with your non-dominant hand to get them started, if that helps. Journal about anything else you learned about yourself as I was talking about the South around trust, commitment, surrender.
~ Be gentle with and accepting of yourself ~
Week #4 – Upperworld Soul Journey with Doves
May 11th, 2017
Gather by Sacred Fire
- Water is the element in the south. We do a clearing the mind practice with water.
- Looking at commitment and trust as a foundation to our south work.
- The importance and power of recommitment and getting back on track.
- Upperworld journey with spirit doves to learn about soul agreements you may have made before incarnating into this lifetime, and the unique gifts you bring that you may be called to share even more than you have to this point.
- Journey south to observe yourself soon after being born and how your experiences and circumstances may affect how you are with trust and commitment.
Inspired actions:
Look at how you are with trust in yourself and commitment in your life. Do you commit easily? Do you tend to have your foot out the back door at times? Journal on this in relation to your journey to visit your soul before incarnating and what you may have learned in the “journey to self” soon after you were born, and how your experiences may relate to how you trust and commit.
Week #5 – Journey North with Horse to Warrior/ess
May 18th, 2017
Meet at sacred fire circle.
- Earth Breathing Practice
- Horse Medicine ~ Power
- Journey with horse to meet your Inner Warrioress or Warrior to ask them to show you anything from your past that’s important to work on in the south that may be stopping you from being in your authority and true power.Inspired actions:
- Be aware of your warrioress ~ warrior. See through their eyes, ask their guidance and how they would respond in any situation.
- Be aware of when you feel your young self/selves triggered and put them behind you, or in a safe place, so you’re leading and taking actions as your adult self.
- Learn to recognize where in your body you feel this as a telltale sign.
- Practice this is any partnership/s you might be in.
Week #6 Breaking the Silence ~ Healing Ceremony
with White Buffalo Woman
June 1st, 2017
- Gather in dome of light.
- Theme “Breaking the Silence~Speaking Your Truth”
- Journey South to meet and retrieve young selves.
- Gather at healing pool with White Buffalo Woman and spirit guides for baptismal cleansing ceremonyInspired actions:
- Create a journal just for your young retrieved selves to speak through.
- Rewrite, recreate and empower old stories. Burn old stories in fire.
Week #7 – Journey With Whales ~ Ceremony of Unshed Tears June 15th, 2017
- Gather in dome of light.
- Journey south to crystal medicine wheel on the beach.
- Journey with Whale/s for guidance and inspiration.
- Ceremony Releasing Unshed Tears.
Week #8 Journey to Southeast Crystal Cave of Ancestors
June 22nd, 2017
- Teachings about the power of the solstice doorways.(Winter and Summer)
- Susan read the group vision statement.
- Journey with plumed serpent to circle of light beings and elements for cleansing and clearing.
- Journeying into the southeast doorway with the plumed serpent to the crystal cave of ancestors.
- Receive guidance and inspiration from the ancestors about next steps and your vision statement.Inspired actions: Continue with what you’re already working on, including, taking time to pause!
Week #9 – Journey With Unicorn July 6th, 2017
- Susan talks about where we are in our journey and gives a detailed overview of weeks so far.
- Journey with the Magical Unicorn to sacred teepee with spring fed pool inside.
- Uplifting clearing and healing by luminous light beings.
- Passing of the talking stick. Introduce yourself to the group in journey time.
- Honoring your womb/moon lodge.
- Gazing into pool at reflection of the sky and sun. Ask “what is my sun lodge? How can I bring
my moon lodge into my sun lodge?
Week #10 Journey North With Wolf and Nurturing Mothers
July 13th, 2017
- Gather in Dome of Light.
- Journey south to healing pool, gather young selves.
- Journey North to teepee of Nurturing Mothers and wolves.
- Teachings on wolf medicine and finding your power song/s.
- Receive love and nurturing from wolves and mothers.
Week #11 – Journey to Your Inner Family July 20th, 2017
- Applying the medicine wheel teachings in your everyday life.
- Turtle Heart Breathing
- Journey south, merging with tree and journey to meet your inner family.Inspired action:
- Play with seeing through the perspective of members of your spiritual family as you go about your life.
- Journal with each of them, to familiarize yourself with them.
Week #12 Journey With Lizard to Southwest Door
August 3rd, 2017
- Gather at fire in medicine wheel.
- Lizard Medicine teachings.
- Journey with Lizard to the southwest, Door of Man, Door of Dreams.
- Go to Anasazi dwellings and gather with the women.
- Ask about what you need to let go of and shed to deepen your soul dreaming and manifesting.
Inspired action: Call on the Lizard to develop your perceptions, dreaming and clairvoyant skills.
Week #13 Entering into the West ~ Journey with Owl
to “Cave of Self” August 10th, 2017
Gather in Sacred Lodge in Medicine Wheel
* West teachings: Introspection, Humility, Honesty, Authenticity, True Power.
*Journey to circle of guides and the passing of the Obsidian Light Blade.
*Journey to “Cave or Lodge of Self” with owl and owl spirit woman.
Inspired Actions:
Write down everything you saw in journeys. Introspect and reflect on what role each part of you that you might have seen today plays in your life. Are you attached to any in particular? Reflect on why. How have you kept yourself safe by identifying with and “being” her? Then journal about who you would be if you were to shed this particular old skin of you? What wisdom has this part of you held? How has it kept you safe up until now?
Week #14 Journey West to Inner Warrior
Journey with Eagle to Solar Eclipse August 17th, 2017
- Gather in dome of light.
- Significance of and teachings around how to work with energies around lunar and solar eclipses.
- Journey west with puma to meet your inner warrior.
- Journey with eagle to solar eclipse for guidance and inspiration around balancing masculine and feminine energies.Inspired action: Clear away the old in preparation for the solar eclipse on Monday, August 21st. Deepen into energies of this powerful time.
Week #15 Journey to Bear’s Dreaming Cave September 7th, 2017
Gather by sacred fire in the medicine wheel.
- Bear Medicine. teachings.
- Looking at your economy and connection to your self worth and letting go of old money stories.
- Journey to Bear’s Dreaming Cave to ask:
How can I deepen my intuition and align with the earth’s dreaming and the dream of my soul?
How can I call upon the fierce, motherly protection of mother bear?
How can I transform and let go of my outdated stories around money and my own self worth?
Show me when I 1st took on the belief that it was bad to ask for what I needed and wanted, especially doing what I love and brings me pleasure and joy!
Inspired actions:
Write down your beliefs about money so you can see what’s underlying any difficulty you may have attracting, managing your money.
Call on and feel the presence of bear, her fierce protection and motherly love.
On vision statement, add specific amounts of money you’ll be attracting this year; the more specific the better!
Week #16 Journey West with Trickster Coyote to Crazy Mother September 14th, 2017
- Gather in dome of light.
- Rainbow cleansing, clearing meditation.
- Activations to release anything that’s not yours.
Journey with Coyote to the west to meet Crazy Woman to ask:
- What lessons need to learn to let go of your “crazy ways”?
- How are you not tending to creativity in the east, which makes you feel “crazy”.
- What do you need to let go of and do to connect with the power of earth and move from your essence not ego?
- How can she help you cut through any confusion and manifest your vision?
- And how humor and being able to laugh at yourself, could play a part in your healing and journey?Inspired actions
- Pausing for “porch time” on a regular basis. 5 minutes a day.
- Ask and journal about what tricks your ego is doing to stop you from moving forward?
- Remember to use the antidote of creativity if you start feeling chaotic and crazy.
Week #17 Journey Southwest Doorway to Circles of Shamans and Healers ~ Dancing Your Wild Self! September 21st, 2017
- Gather in Lodge of Light
- Talk about significance of the doorways at the fall and spring equinoxes.
- Journey with rattlesnake to the southwest doorway.
- Join the 2 circles of male and female healers, shamans and medicine people. Women in inner circle, men in outer.
- Receive guidance from medicine people around balancing the masculine and feminine energies.
- Dancing in your wild free self around the fire, asking rattlesnake fire spirit to help you release old skins, false illusions, and masks into the fire.
- Dance, celebrate your wild free self!
Inspired actions:
Place vision statement on or near SW altar, or bury in the earth.
Clean up incomplete circles of energy and unfinished business of in your life.
Week #18 Journey West to Meet Your Pain Body October 5th, 2017
- Gather in dome of light.
- Talking about the “pain body” and reading from Chapter 5 “A New Earth” by Eckhart Tolle.
- Journey to circle of light beings. Meeting up with your “pain body”.
- Healing and lightening the “pain body”
Inspired action:
Be aware of your relationship to your “pain body”. When you want to feed it with worry, anxiety , fear etc..
Seeing yourself as separate from it. You are a vibrant being of light!
Week #19 Special Guest Chloe Urban ~ Being Empaths & Energy, Entity Clearings and Activations October 12th, 2017
Special Guest Chloe Urban ~ Certified Infinity Healer
- Being an empath and clearing your energy field.
- How to discern when you’ve picked up energies that aren’t yours.
- Group healing, clearing and activation to dispel invasions, ghosts and entities.
- CLICK HERE TO DOWNLOAD THE CLEARINGS PDF!
Week #20 Journey North with Horse toYour Council of Spirit Guides October 19th, 2017
Gather by sacred fire in the west.
- Looking at how collective pain bodies can manifest and be embodied by people
- Tracking our own shadow sides and how not to be lured into heavier, darker energies.
- How these times are a test and wake up call for all “warriors of the light” worldwide.
- Time to “wake up” from complacency, use your shamanic tools, ground with the earth, speak your truth, and don’t give up!
- Ask in every situation how you can turn adversity around and become a victor not a victim.
Upperworld journey north with horse to meet your Council of Spirit Guides.
Inspired actions:
Listen to the Earth Breathing and Turtle Heart Breathing Meditation on a regular basis. Send down your roots! Pray to the earth, for patience, grounding, balance, love and stability.
Meditate at least 5 minutes a day to call on and open to your Council of Spirit Guides.
Week #21 Passing through the Northwest Doorway November 2nd, 2017
Journey to Crow Peacekeepers
- Clearing and releasing with the 4 elements.
- Crow medicine teachings.
- Northwest journey to Circle of Crow Peacekeepers.
- Feel the power of their talking stick of light.
- Releasing into the bowl of light in center of circle.
Inspired actions:Pick something that you resist a lot, that fear comes up around
and commit to an inspired action this week to move through
your fear.
Week #22 Journey North with Wolf and Inner Warrioress
We begin our journey in the North on the Medicine Wheel.
• Teachings around the North.
• Looking at your mind, thoughts, stories, conditioning.
• Journey with Inner Warrior/ Warrioress to ask what they have to share with you about your soul journey.
Ask: Where might you need to let go of control to stand in your authority? Where and when do you sabotage yourself
with your thoughts, patterns and old stories?
• Teaching about wolf medicine and journey with wolf to learn about hunting your vision, and staying focused.
Inspired actions:
- Sense, feel, tune in to when and where you feel your inner warrior and warrioress nearby, with you.
- Remember to relax out of “trying to figure everything out” and simply open and ask for their guidance.
- Observe your mindset and choice of thoughts all the time.
- Open your creature awareness and trust your intuitive knowing and timing with the help of the wolf.
Week #23 Journey North with Buffalo November 16th, 2017
Meet in Sacred Lodge of Light
- Journey with Buffalo in the North
- Sense, feel, connect with the deep quiet and sacredness of Buffalo Medicine.
- Journey and circle with Buffalo Guides and White Buffalo Woman.
- Tobacco ceremony with fire.
Inspired actions:
- Order or buy some tobacco, carry a pouch and place it with prayer everywhere in your life.
- Call on Buffalo to help you stay in quiet , connected place, without words or talking.
- In your life remember the sacredness in every part of your life.
Week #24 Elements Clearing & Journey to Your Council of Spirit Guides December 7th, 2017
- Gather by the sacred fire in the North
- Clearing with the 4 elements.
- Upperworld journey to visit your Council of Spirit Guides/Chiefs
Inspired actions:
- Continue to call in buffalo medicine.
- Ask your council of chiefs to meet you in your dreams?
- Go back through last few weeks, do some catching up.
- Work at completing circles of energy as we move towards the Solstice Doorway.
Week #25 Journey to Teachers to Take Back Your Power December 14th ,2017
Week #25 Journey to Teachers ~ Take Back Your Power December 14th, 2017
- Gather in dome of light, calling in powers and guides.
- The north is the place of teachers, and their positive, and not so positive, influence on you in terms of standing in your power.
- Journey to the South to meet a circle of light beings in a circular opening in the woods/jungle. (North~South tonal axis)
- Visit teachers and mentors from the past to speak your truth, reclaim your power, and free yourself from any sabotaging tapes you replay in your mind and heart that originated with them.
Inspired actions:
Create a solstice altar in the northwest to honor the ancestors and spirits.
Continue doing clearing and releasing in preparation for the solstice.
Week #26 Upperworld Journey to Jesus, Mary & Angelic Light Beings December 21st, 2017
- Gather by the sacred fire in the Northwest
- Upperworld journey to visit Jesus, Mary and Angelic Light Beings to receive transmissions and be quiet in their presence.Enjoy the rest of the year, create time to be quiet and just “be”.
Week #27 Journey with Pegasus to the Warriors of the Light Castle
Journey with Pegasus and Horses to Warriors of Light Castle
- Travel with horses to fire circle in mountains in north.
- Upperworld journey with Pegasus and winged horses.
- Experience their teachings and the staff of light.
- Travel with winged horse for an overview of your work on the wheel.Inspired actions: Connect with horse medicine and Pegasus to feel what it’s like to “ride your power”.
Week #28 Northeast Journey with Doves, White Buffalo Woman to the Pleiades January 11th, 2018
- Smudging and energy clearing at sacred fire.
- Northeast journey with buffalos & White Buffalo Woman.
- Releasing anything else from your north work as preparation for moving into the east
- Fire and tobacco ceremony.
- Upperworld journey with doves to the Pleiades.
- What is their work and what might be your part in it?
Inspired action:
SIMPLICITY Simplify all areas of your life. Be asking the question all the time, “How can I simplify……?”
Week #29 Journey East with Eagle/Hawk to the Bird Tribes Circle , Passing Peace Pipe January 18th, 2018
Enter circle of stones go to sacred fire in the east.
- Teachings about the east on the Medicine Wheel.
- Upperworld journey to The Bird Tribes Council.
- Passing of the Peace Pipe with White Buffalo Woman and council.
- Receive guidance and teachings about true peace keeping.
- Journey over your life with bird tribe to see where you can be a effective peace keeper.Inspired actions:
- Contemplate freedom. Do you feel free? In what areas can you free yourself more.
- Write down any fears you may have about facing the unknown.
- Looking at beliefs around religion and dogma. How to break free of limiting constructs.Contemplate freedom and create simplicity!
Week #30 East Journey to Wall of Beliefs February 1st, 2018
- The biggest obstacles to overcome in the east are your beliefs.
- Beliefs are a series of thoughts strung and twisted together that can be challenging to unravel.
Gather by fire circle in the east. - Journey with Red Tailed Hawk to “The Wall of Beliefs”
- How does it appear? Doors, walls, chambers?
- Ask the guides and spirits to show you how to free yourself, maybe they’ll give you a key?
Inspired actions:
- Look at all your beliefs with a ruthless eye, and open heart! Journal. Observe yourself.
- Write about any situations in your life where spiritual leaders and guides abused their power with you.
- Ask what it will take to unpack them, let go of them? Notice what fears arise.
- Do you ever use your stuck beliefs as a way to avoid moving into the unknown?
- Do you hold unconscious beliefs as an unconscious resistance to your freedom?
Week #31 Journey East Journey to Inner Boy/Girl February 8th, 2018
- Gather around fire in the east.
- Looking at the wound of betrayal.
- Journey east with warrioress and warrior to find your inner little boy.
- Observe the relationship between inner girl and boy.
Inspired actions:
Let him/her journal, communicate. What does he/she need/ want from you? Notice if your adventuresome nature is sparked after this journey. Do you feel a surge of creativity? Do something way out of your routine, have some fun!
Week #32 East Journey with Hummingbirds February 15th, 2018
Gather in the east by the Golden Bowl of Nectar.
- Strengthen your sphere of protection with Rainbow Meditation.
- Teaching around Hummingbird Medicine.
- Journey with Hummingbird to meet your Rainbow Warrioress.Inspired action:
Connect and merge with your Rainbow Warrioress and try seeing through her eyes, hearing through her ears and taking actions inspired by her inspiration and creative wisdom.
Week #33 Journey East with the Eagle March 1st, 2018
Gather by the sacred east fire circle.
- Connecting with the full moon and your moon lodge.
- Teachings about eagle medicine and its connection to the sun.
- Journey with eagle into the upperworlds and to the moon to receive guidance around learning about your sun lodge.
- Receiving a more objective overview of your life, receive “unexpected” guidance on how to come out more.
- Receive greater clarity from eagle about your dreaming and visioning next steps.
Inspired actions: Call in, meditate and journey with eagle medicine for inspiration, clarity and laser focus.
Invite, call, sense eagle in your everyday life, meditation and nighttime dreams.
Week #34 East Journey with Dragonfly March 8th, 2018
- Gather at the sacred fire in the east.
- Dragonfly medicine teachings.
- Journey to the upperworld with dragonfly and your rainbow warrioress to the pristine pool of sunlight and rainbows.
- Ask what creative ways you can use to balance your emotions with your mind.
* What beliefs are impeding you embodying your true colors and gifts?
* How can you practice good boundaries and let go of black and white thinking?
* Be more adaptable in situations in your life.
* How can you find creative ways to draw amazing abundance your way and let go of beliefs around lack and scarcity?
* Use your creative imagination and light to cause well needed shifts and changes.
Week #35 Returning to Heart Center Within Journey March 22nd, 2018
Gather by the sacred center fire.
- Heart breathing connecting with the 7 directions.
- Revisiting our journey over the year.
- Journey with sacred turtle into your heart chamber. Do you feel different from a year ago?
- Closing song, drumming and prayers. Open lines with personal sharing.

Turtle Heart Breathing Meditation

Creating a Powerful MONEY Vision Statement

Earth Breathing Meditation


SUSAN JENKINS
I’ve been a shamanic practitioner, spiritual midwife and healer for more than three decades now, helping people empower and transform their lives. I believe that every situation, especially those that are the most challenging, have the potential to become powerful gateways for transformation. Through numerous spiritual studies and rigorous shamanic training, I’ve developed my abilities to journey beyond the physical plane, seeing and sensing underlying energies influencing a person’s health, relationships and life circumstances. Working in collaboration with my guides, we clear, shift and uplift the energies. Deeply grounded in the earth, I use a variety of earth-based practices and ceremonies for healing and shifting energies. Always by my side, my spirit and animal guides help facilitate deep healing through their unique medicines and guidance.
